My Private Thoughts
Thinking Allowed

You know I thought I had it bad with acne until I saw F at work with even more severe acne than mine. She’s already in her 30s and still has lots of pimples. I wonder if she has thought of seeing a dermatologist.

It cant be easy summoning up the courage and self esteem to see people everyday and assuming they are wondering if there is something wrong with you. Now more than ever at work is where I find a decent face matters.

Some random blog I was reading said that you could get rid of blackheads using a microfibre cloth. Yes just a normal piece of cloth!

Intriguing. I went down to the kitchen and dug around for a clean piece of cloth to try. But mom caught me and demanded what I was up to banging at drawers in the middle of the night. She has no imagination. Laughed like crazy when I told her about the cloth thing and told me to just try Cellnique.

Hmm… should i?

Heard the boss arguing with his accountant yesterday over some budgeting advice his accountant was trying to give him. Apparently, boss might just be living it slightly on the edge.

It might be that most recent trip to London that did it. I heard he was staying at the Ritz. That’s what D told me. D is his PA and D booked the hotel so D should know! So I think that ritzy stay at the Ritz is now coming back to haunt him. Oooooo

Dammit! I”m still fat!

There I am running away on the treadmill like a bloody hamster every evening and bam! I step on the scales and I see hardly any change in the numbers. Clothes too fit the same. Not looser.

Dammit! Shall I just take the alli diet pill and be done with it? If only there was such a pill that could get rid of all the fat in one go. There’s be no fat people in this world!